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[Mar. 6th, 2009|06:31 pm] |
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I tried real sushi for the first time today! I have Dylan Gregory Stancer and his mom to thank for that. Jordan came along since she came to PACK day, which by the way was a complete disaster for me. I hated seeing all the parents and friends that came long. I can't even begin to describe to you, whoever you are, how many dirty looks I got today.
Well anyway, after lunch, we went back to Dylans house and I cut his hair. I did a decent job, I would say. I also curled Jordans hair for some pagent thing she's supposed to go to today. I'm home right now but I'm supposed to go out later and hang with Estee and Dylan. I have no idea what the plan is but I miss hanging with the two of them.
New hair!
Oh, and I FINALLY sent Michael his Christmas present. He got it last night and said he loved it all. It made me feel really good. I just wish I could have gotten him the watch. According to him, all the girls at school were telling him he looked cute. I don't doubt it ;) hahaha. But yeah.
I asked my mom about him staying with us this summer. She said she would think about it, which surprised me. Blahhh! I wanna know nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
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[Mar. 2nd, 2009|07:36 pm] |
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I'll be honest. I feel like I'm losing him.
He's going through so many things and he can't talk to me about it.
I have no idea what he does on weekends, because he's always so busy.
On one hand, I want him to have fun and forget about things, but on the other, it worries me.
I don't want him to do something he'll regret.
I feel like less of a priority and more of an option now. I don't like it.
But I've been trying to hide how it makes me feel, for his sake.
I don't want to be another one of his problems.
I don't want to be another reason he's unhappy.
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[Feb. 9th, 2009|05:14 pm] |
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Gr0und3d 4 lyf3.
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[Feb. 7th, 2009|05:32 pm] |
I'm sorry to say this about my past exes... but I dated some weird guys.
Some of the most homosexual kids I knew....
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[Feb. 4th, 2009|06:38 pm] |
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Aside from steady friendships, I'm experiencing family problems and the scary thought that I am giving you one more chance. Please do not let me regret this. I'm not going to fuck up and I can't have you pressuring me to do so.
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[Jan. 28th, 2009|06:25 pm] |
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So everyone has been fighting and for once I don't feel caught in the middle of it. In fact, I feel as if I have no place in it :) and even if I did, I don't care! I'm honestly so caught up in myself lately. The way I just made that sound is horrible, but its true. I don't really have an attention span capable enough to deal with other peoples problems right now. I need to get my grades to a decent place. I need to get a job. I need to save my money!
Every single day I think about summer and how great it will be. Only five months! Although theres a huge risk of getting in SO much trouble, it will be so worth it. My life will be MADE if we can make this work.
I have more to write, but I've been sitting at my computer doing other shit for so long that I just give up. I'm obviously not going to finish this entry. goodbye :)
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[Jan. 21st, 2009|01:35 pm] |
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I try so hard, but I can't seem to shut you out of my life. You don't deserve my time or attention. You don't deserve any part of me. But its impossible to quit talking to you because i know there is some part of you that is decent. And that part of you made me laugh, and I had fun with.
Also,
WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
You have no right to throw me out of your life, and refuse to keep out of mine. It is pathetic that you read this. It is pathetic that you make my life your business. It is pathetic that you feel the need to comment on my decisions and who I choose to be with. You are scum. You mean nothing to me and I can honestly say that from the bottom of my heart. I'm over being sad that I lost my best friend because neither one of us are the same people anymore. I wouldn't want to be your friend again if you begged me. I cannot stand you.
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[Jan. 15th, 2009|08:20 pm] |
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I just read a comment somebody made on a picture of me (on miss dee's flickr).
aalexa.jeann says:
She's very beautiful, she has such a wonderful smile
This was probably the greatest compliment ever. Its what I'm most self conscious about.
yay :)
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[Jan. 11th, 2009|06:36 pm] |
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I can pretty much say I am happy with my life.
I've got things mostly figured out, and I've got everyone I needWANT.
Hmmm.. Now if only I could get a job...
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